So I wrote to him today, asking if he could remove me. From his snapchat-friendlist. Since it actually hurts me, just to see his name, when he asked me to stop talking to him before.

 

But the things that he said to me today, when I wrote to him. He keeps linger me in. Making that fire inside of me grow bigger. Even though I just want it to stop. What if it is an eternal flame, what should I do then...? 

Worst part is, I don't even know if he is just making a joke out of me, being ironic or just don't have anything else to do. But I know that I deep down, not so deep really, it's really just beneath the surface. I know that I want him to mean the things he says, and that I want him.
Why does he do that me...? I want to know. What could've been.